In Grand Central Station

Can you too? :)


time froze with me.

The Show, The Backstage

The court:
When you try your best to show everyone that you are perfect
When you tell everyone what they want to hear
When you bring them to a place where everyone knows
When you move your body

The dugout:
When you try your best to show the one that you are not perfect
When you tell the one what the one doesn't want to hear
When you bring the one to a place where only the both of you know
When you live your soul

Almost A Shot at the Moon

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not going to leave her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ don't look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she re posts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk to her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

•Call you.
•Kiss you.
•Love you.
•Text you.

(got this from ms. ty. hope it works)

1 Sineguelas 4

Sometimes the referees don't see your push or shove.
Or maybe they do but they just cut you some slack.
Maybe you've been playing clean.
Or maybe they're gonna get back on you with a blind call.

You'll never know really.
Just keep playing the way you know how to.

Just stick to gameplan.. :)

To My God and goddess 1238am

To My God:
I love you and i am sorry.
You know that i have been living my life as my prayer.
Everyday i live my prayer.
Everyday my actions are my dialogue to you.
Everyday my actions wish your kingdom to come and your will to be done.
Now that you're staring me right infront of my face, i am stunned.'
You are beautiful in her; you must be BEAUTIFUL up there.

To My goddess:
I love my God. I love you. I am sorry.
You are a gift, a problem, a phenonmenon happening right infront of me.
You just came from nowhere and stepped into my space; i gladly accepted; embraced eventually.
Now I don't want to let go.
Now that your being unfolds infront of me like everything i imagined, and more, i say "i know this but I am not yet dead nor asleep."

To My God and goddess:
Thank you!
This is hard and easy at the same time; hard to do, easy to know.
I am doing my best; I am loving my all.
I won't grip but i will hold.
Let me do this for you; and not for me.
Help me please..

What to celebrate for?

dunno too...

I know I don't have everything but it is better than having nothing. :)

I'll celebrate LIFE...
for expecting it to be unexpecting yet we still get frustrated with what happens.
for it to SUCK.. so that we know what doesn't when it comes.
for it to bring us DOWN to the lowest possible just so we feel that we aren't really.
for it being a BITCH that I cannot hate forever.


"Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

...

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out"
-Alanis Morissette, ironic

It's hard to live for truth

It just crossed my mind how we can be contented with our lives right now and say we're happy.

I've done so much things not for myself and i can say that i am tired and i want to satisfy myself this time.

I want to demand a reward for all the voluntary good i've done.

I want to rest. I want to stop.

I want to please myself longer than this.

...

but i can't

who am i to say that what i've done is enough?

who am i to specify what reward i must get?

who am i?

...

I am a son who watches my prodigal siblings enjoy their wealth

I am a servant who serves and gets paid with promises

I am a civilian who suffers in justice

...

I lack faith

I envy people

I dream of earthly pleasure

...

I pray.

Help me Master.